hello.

hmmm, its 4.10 in the morning, i mean dawn. i cant sleep. yea i did slept at 10 till 11 i guess. but that wont be enough for me to get a well sleep but nyehh its okay.

something is bothering me. like that thing is always on my mind. i just cant stop. i dont know why. baby, you know right what ive been thinking these past few days. ughhh!!! im afraid that ...... aaaaaarrghh. antah ehhh. i just cant stop thinking about it.

baby, im worry. i love you, you know that right? i really dont want to lose you but, antaaahh. HA HA HA HA.

well, i think i should give you a call after this but malas kan kacau you sleep. hmmmm.... baaa i will give a call shot laa. 3 times laa i will try and if inda kana jawab, so i just leave you sleeping. and i think i better get back to sleep now. its kinda late already.....

so im out.

nips.

hello.

i knoww you will say, WOAAAHH gilaa juaa. hahaha from the picture above. hahahahaha well, yeahh thats a little transformation happened to me. excactly one year tuu the picture aaa. hahahahahaha.

baa do leave some comments on that pictures. ehehehehehe.

and baby, i love you always and we are skyping now.

im out.

nips.

hello again.

now im simuk simuking sambil updating my blog. hehehehe an she might be sembahyang as sh old me before. hehehehehe and im listening the ping pong song aaa. enrique? hahahaa.

hmm right, today what happened aaa. as usual, woke up at 7 and took a quick shower, then zoom to office and also as usual, on my way to work, i called her. hehehe. told her that i miss her and talked talked and off cause she's feeling sleepy at that time. well baby, i miss you now.

and i went to berakas this afternoon and we had a choir practice. hehehee it was so hot!! like, wow!!! hahaha

i think thats it for the update.

im out.

nips.

baby, i love you.

hello.

update? someone wanted me to update my blog. so yeah, here you go.

hehehe saturday, saturday saturday~ just wana share something about me regarding about saturday, yeaaa, its saturday night. so yeah, i used to hangging out with friends, pool, gadong and yea, lepak lepak till pagi at kianggeh. but now? hahaha just memaram di rumah sajaa. hehehehe cause i do have you. heheh yayyy.

ohh yeaa, saturday morning as in this morning, i went to her house, spending my half day with her and the siblings. hehehe and and and i cooked macaroni again. and its yummy and we're like eating macam one family. hahaha me and her and all of the siblings eating together in one table. hahaha thats new. right baby? HAHAHAHA. :p :p and and and one more new thing, babah makan my macaroni baby. hahahahahaha. yayyy~ :p :p

baa i just had so much fun with you and your siblings. hehehe

i love you.

im out.

nips.

hello readers *if you do read this jua*

i just awake from my long sleep. woaah, its friday. and and know what, i didnt go sembahyang jumaat ahh. kenapa ya inda kana banguni atu aaa? hairan. hmmmm. but nyeehhh its okay.

well, my day wasnt going so well. something came up lastnight and "BOOM"! everything went wrong. i just dont know what to do. i think the word "promise" for you is just a simple word. just for fun saying that. you just said that but you didnt even know how to use it. really, i dont know what to do anymore. alright, stop talking about this.

its 1 already. and i dont have any mood to go online, neither phone or laptop. i dont know why. the feelings inside is cold. ughhh antah lahh.

thats it.

im out.

nips.

hello.

hehehhe this picture above was taken today. was actually been forced to wear coat but for the mean time i dont have it, so yeah ive decided to wear tux instead coat. and yeah, i look different. yea yea yea i know what on your mind. but, i am not okay? its because i rarely wear that type of outfit.

hmm, the peraduan mari bercerita goin so well and yea, i became the ketua juru acara, so yea, im not the one who mengacara the acara, but controlling the mc's. hehehehe. and i feel so so so tired. bepaloh ani wahh, macam mandi tadi ahhh.

hehehe i think thats all. hehehe

baby, im missing you and your soul, your everything.

im out.

nips.

baby, i miss you.

hehehe its been a day baby and i miss you already like way so much. hehehehe and yay insyaallah later.

baby, i love you with all i have.

please, dont do the same mistakes again.

i love you always.

nips.

baby, i love you and im sorry.

i know it was my fault, sorry for that. okay?

i love you.

nips.