hello.

hmmm, its 4.10 in the morning, i mean dawn. i cant sleep. yea i did slept at 10 till 11 i guess. but that wont be enough for me to get a well sleep but nyehh its okay.

something is bothering me. like that thing is always on my mind. i just cant stop. i dont know why. baby, you know right what ive been thinking these past few days. ughhh!!! im afraid that ...... aaaaaarrghh. antah ehhh. i just cant stop thinking about it.

baby, im worry. i love you, you know that right? i really dont want to lose you but, antaaahh. HA HA HA HA.

well, i think i should give you a call after this but malas kan kacau you sleep. hmmmm.... baaa i will give a call shot laa. 3 times laa i will try and if inda kana jawab, so i just leave you sleeping. and i think i better get back to sleep now. its kinda late already.....

so im out.

nips.

hello.

i knoww you will say, WOAAAHH gilaa juaa. hahaha from the picture above. hahahahaha well, yeahh thats a little transformation happened to me. excactly one year tuu the picture aaa. hahahahahaha.

baa do leave some comments on that pictures. ehehehehehe.

and baby, i love you always and we are skyping now.

im out.

nips.

hello again.

now im simuk simuking sambil updating my blog. hehehehe an she might be sembahyang as sh old me before. hehehehehe and im listening the ping pong song aaa. enrique? hahahaa.

hmm right, today what happened aaa. as usual, woke up at 7 and took a quick shower, then zoom to office and also as usual, on my way to work, i called her. hehehe. told her that i miss her and talked talked and off cause she's feeling sleepy at that time. well baby, i miss you now.

and i went to berakas this afternoon and we had a choir practice. hehehee it was so hot!! like, wow!!! hahaha

i think thats it for the update.

im out.

nips.

baby, i love you.

hello.

update? someone wanted me to update my blog. so yeah, here you go.

hehehe saturday, saturday saturday~ just wana share something about me regarding about saturday, yeaaa, its saturday night. so yeah, i used to hangging out with friends, pool, gadong and yea, lepak lepak till pagi at kianggeh. but now? hahaha just memaram di rumah sajaa. hehehehe cause i do have you. heheh yayyy.

ohh yeaa, saturday morning as in this morning, i went to her house, spending my half day with her and the siblings. hehehe and and and i cooked macaroni again. and its yummy and we're like eating macam one family. hahaha me and her and all of the siblings eating together in one table. hahaha thats new. right baby? HAHAHAHA. :p :p and and and one more new thing, babah makan my macaroni baby. hahahahahaha. yayyy~ :p :p

baa i just had so much fun with you and your siblings. hehehe

i love you.

im out.

nips.

hello readers *if you do read this jua*

i just awake from my long sleep. woaah, its friday. and and know what, i didnt go sembahyang jumaat ahh. kenapa ya inda kana banguni atu aaa? hairan. hmmmm. but nyeehhh its okay.

well, my day wasnt going so well. something came up lastnight and "BOOM"! everything went wrong. i just dont know what to do. i think the word "promise" for you is just a simple word. just for fun saying that. you just said that but you didnt even know how to use it. really, i dont know what to do anymore. alright, stop talking about this.

its 1 already. and i dont have any mood to go online, neither phone or laptop. i dont know why. the feelings inside is cold. ughhh antah lahh.

thats it.

im out.

nips.

hello.

hehehhe this picture above was taken today. was actually been forced to wear coat but for the mean time i dont have it, so yeah ive decided to wear tux instead coat. and yeah, i look different. yea yea yea i know what on your mind. but, i am not okay? its because i rarely wear that type of outfit.

hmm, the peraduan mari bercerita goin so well and yea, i became the ketua juru acara, so yea, im not the one who mengacara the acara, but controlling the mc's. hehehehe. and i feel so so so tired. bepaloh ani wahh, macam mandi tadi ahhh.

hehehe i think thats all. hehehe

baby, im missing you and your soul, your everything.

im out.

nips.

baby, i miss you.

hehehe its been a day baby and i miss you already like way so much. hehehehe and yay insyaallah later.

baby, i love you with all i have.

please, dont do the same mistakes again.

i love you always.

nips.

baby, i love you and im sorry.

i know it was my fault, sorry for that. okay?

i love you.

nips.

this what do want? hehehehe there you go.

nips.

my lovely deeply cutey picture.

as you wish baby,

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH!!!

nips.

i love you.

baby, i love you.

nips.

curiosity is killing me.

hello there.

i just want to update a little bit. this is just my feeling, i mean what i feel. so yeah, only here i can let it out. hmmmm, this is all about my curiosity. my instinct. sometimes its true, mostly. well, for those who known me very well, they'll understand me. get me? haha. i mean unordinary person. hehehehe.

baa i think thats it. ohh anyway, i just ended call with her. and now im waiting for her reply.

im out.

enough said.

nips.

hello, i just wana say, happy 2nd monthsary baby.

i will always love you. no matter what happen, i will always be there for you.

143.

i love you.

nips sayang mamal.

im out, nips.

HELLO!!!!!

hello.

im back again blogging. sounds annoying pulang mun balik balik i told here back blogging then ilang lagi. hehehe sorry for that. lagipun there is no readers here so yeah, i think it should be okay with that. nowdays my mood is uos and downs baa. hehehe and im getting jealous so so so easily. hahaha i dont know why. hoping too much i guess. well, never had a dream come true. hmmmm. hehehe. thats life is all about. hehehe.

oh by the way, im no longer become the pengawas of muda mudi. so sad leaving them. 1 year plus handling them was one of the best part of my life. my life is full with joyness, cheerfull and yeah do admit sometimes sadness and most of all, love grews from the relationship between pengawas and ahli. hmmm~ what a memories. hehehehe iwaly. remember that. hehehe. hope ahli will go up and up though without me. amiin. hehehe insyaALLAH.

and i think im going now. its late already. so yeah, will be busy bebalik and insyaALLAH i will post something nantii but i dont know when.

nips, niefneif, hanief.

ps : im missing you. =')

hello.

just earlier this morning, ive really had a great morning. first after woke up, i went to ka irda's crib and ambil duit. yeaayy!! moneyyhh~ HAHAHA and and and went to lelakistep to pick up the model for photoshoot and then we went to muara beach, photoshooting and yeah, it was great. nice model can i say. hehehehe and and and i took a lot shots of her. lawa lawa gambaranyaa. hehehe but then suddenly, i went bad. bukan pulang bad apaa, its just.... nyeeeehh~ malas kan cerita ehh. hmmmm~

hehehehe well, tadi went to the mall, then masa kan balik si huda kuda msg aku, sekaliii nampak yaa mutukar ku and then babu kai membawa minuum di kfc. hahahaha lapas tuu kan~ kami boreeed and went to kianggeh from 7 till 9. HAHAHA lepaak yaww. hahaha

bahh atu saja. okk?

nips.

ps : im sorry for everything and i love you.

yellow. awwww....... :'(

hey. its 18th of january and soon wil be going to 19th. hmmmm 19th? huuuhhh~ *sigh* everything will ends up. im gona miss you.

well thats it for now.

im out and will bejalan later maybe or inda. si mamit kan aga aaa.

nips.

ps : no more HAHAH. :(

hello.

im done webcaming with her. kinda missing her now but i guess that will be the last time. hmmpphhhh~ life is so complicated. 19th will be the day. its 2 days more. no. wait up. 1 and a half day more. hmmmmm........ will be the last of everything. 19th also is the first of everything. being single for almost 6 months was fine but when i got crush into a girl, then i was giving so much hope for my status going to change but sadly, nyeeehhhh. negative. maybe i am meant to be a loner. maybe. karma karma karma~ yeah thats what life is all about. so hanif, be prepare saja laaa for the 19th. okay?

baa im off to some place where i can release this sadness. okay. ive just read her thread, :) glad to read that. well, i know i am no longer needed. guess, my absence will make you happy. :')

hanif.

ps : no more nips.

hello.

after all this time been busy with everything, so im done. and back blogging. heeeeeee. well, hello once again readers. im back. hehehehe

first of all, im not in a good mood. sad mood lately. i dont know why.

second, ka irda sayang!! selamat pengantin!! hehehe and we performed on her wedding day as her wish and our perfomance was going so well. hehehehhe though we had the full rehearsel on the actuall day, but alhamdulillah~ nice perfomance. hehehe.

third, im lonely again. well, i was born to be a loser. thats me. thats hanif.

forth, will be back blogging again. ertinya aku have to go laa. hehehe. okay?

baa im out. and for those readers, thanks for keep on viewing my blog *though nada usulnya* hehehe.

niefneif.

ps : HAHAH :')